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Jul. 7th, 2009

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Proud :)

So I am rather proud of myself.

What seemed like an insane task has actually taken shape in the form of a completely killer website (if I do say so myself.)

I still want to mess with it some more, but in a nutshell, to get the music out to our apprentices, I decided to build a website with the music & lyrics so they could start learning now...

And it kind of exploded from there.

But I'm really happy with it thus far. It definately has been a creativity outlet and nice to learn something new at the same time. I like challenging my brain and it's certainly been easy to find challenges as of late, but this one wasn't as stressful as I thought it was going to be. It's actually very enjoyable, which is probably why it's gone from something that would have only needed a few pages and links so something that is now an outlet for my creativity. The best part is, the software can be used via FTP uploader, so I could make sites for any hosting service. *sigh*

It's just nice to have something to use as an outlet these days.

It's been distracting me from the other shit going on... and there's just so much of it to deal with. But hey, if I can go and lose myself for a few hours, well, I'm just fine with that. Keeps me from getting worried and depressed about the shit we need but just can't.... no, you know what, I'm not going down that road. Not so much in this post. I'm in a relatively good mood and don't want to darken it.

Jul. 4th, 2009

warrior

awesome....

I think my dog broke his tail.... poor dude.

Then again, that statement probably should be... "I think my dog broke his tail again."
Crazy wiggly tail-wagging monster.

May. 19th, 2009

warrior

yay....morning.


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May. 12th, 2009

warrior

What?

I think I just fell asleep staring at my computer... awesome.

I am so freaking tired. Puppy was up at like 5:30. would not shut the hell up and go back to sleep. I try sleeping on the couch with her in the crate. No dice. Try sleeping on the couch with her next to me. No dice. Normally I'd be ok with this, however on an MJ weekend, no sleep. Sunday night, went to bed too late, dog was up at 6:30. Did not get to go to sleep at all during the day. I almost passed out for a nap once, but Rick woke me up. I forget for what. All I know is I am f'ing tired and I'm ready to lose it. I didn't get to bed until almost midnight last night anyway.

And the fucking dogs! Normally they are fine but all yesterday and this morning they just keep getting into these little tiffs. I'm so sick of breaking up fights. Normally, it's all Emma. No no, not this time. Logan is guilty of starting half of them, at least. Why all of a sudden we're fighting, I have no idea. But it has to stop. Now. I have rolled both of them on their backs at least 3 times EACH this morning for various bullshit. I keep wondering if I should just try and get a dog trainer in. They know their sits & stays and all that shit, and normally they are fine. It's just been the past few days, which to my tired brain is enough. I figure my desire for a trainer is just me wanting to throw in the towel and take a fucking nap lol.

jusrt broke up another fight.
I'm going to fucking kill them.

May. 2nd, 2009

warrior

Meh

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Apr. 29th, 2009

warrior

Hitting burn-out levels....

Ya know, I used to say that my job was okay. I guess the job itself is just that... "ok".
However, the industry is tanking....

moral in the office sucks....

I'm really burning out, SSDD, all the time.....

and it really makes me wonder what the hell am I going to do with my life? (Ok, that question was mostly promted by a conversation with Tina, lol).

I'm fairly bright. I teach myself things far better than I am taught things, most of the time (if that makes sense...). So I figure I'm going to teach myself HTML, XHTML, and CSS. Go into work as a website designer. I'd LOVE to run my own website design business. I have a certificate in graphic design but eh... it really wasn't what I thought it would be when I worked out in a few shops. Oh well. I think with the website design I could do rather well. The graphic design background would certainly help in the design aspect (well, probably....) and all those years (wasted?) in college going for Fine Arts would actually (maybe) see some use. Which would be nice.

So now it's just down to choosing the right books to learn from. I *had* a gift card to Barnes & Noble... which is conspicuously missing from where I put it... so I wonder if Rick decided to "clean up".... faaaaaaahk. Oh well. Time to go get ready for work. Been up since 3:30 am with my brain a whirin' (ok, the 3:30 part was my stomach saying no, thank you, this was spiced incorrectly, we're sending it back) but when you can't get back to sleep and you sit there and drink coffee & think a lot it really kind of gets you motivated. Spring is a perfect time for change, and I really need something. So, yeah, the sooner I can get those books the happier my internal hampster-on-a-wheel will be. Just gotta either find that gift card or tell the boy he owes me a book... or two... you know, for my emotional distress over loosing a gift card... yeah.

Apr. 24th, 2009

warrior

I can't stop staring out the window...

GAH it's so beautiful out.
I can't wait until the next weekend I have to go play in the woods.... *sigh*

Working the Providence auditions tomorrow. We shall see what happens lol. Although, I'm thinking that being inside a theater hallway with probably no AC with a bunch of people sweating because they are nervous is not going to be all that awesome lol. Still, it'll be nice to see some people and have a look at any new talent we'll have coming in. Not working the Boston audition.

So Sunday I'm hoping to give Logan a bath, because he'll need it, frontline the two of them, and go on a nice long walk. Emma needs some leash manners lol. Getting her a Gentle Leader is probably not going to work, because she would have a caniption fit if I stuck anything on her nose. So we'll do it the old fashion way with a martingale & 2 leash system. Did it that way once and she seemed to get it pretty good. I just can't wait to open the windows and do a little spring cleaning. I'm not so much worried about spring cleaning the apartment as much as me. I am dying to schedule my hair appointment, give myself a change, ya know? I'm wishing all of my "hippy" skirts weren't ruined on the road, I loved them :/ of course now I can't find them. Anywhere. Nina had taken me to a store in Plymouth years ago that was a bit more "ethnic" but god knows I won't be able to find it again lol. Should probably try a Marshall's. Granted, I can sew one, but finding the right fabric would be the trick. Eh. Or I could just buy one lol.

I'm dying to get/make a new skirt for faire. I've wanted one in cornflower blue for EVER but for some reason I always wind up with friggin' green. I want a linen or cotten cornflower blue skirt. Not too much to ask, I don't think. debating on making myself a petticoat, but I don't know if they are period or not (not that it really matters, I suppose).

So yeah, babbling. And still staring out the window. Can I go outside & play now?

Apr. 21st, 2009

warrior

Cross-posted from Myspace & Facebook, sorry!


So recently I have decided that I would like to cut off my hair (again). I have mentioned this to several people in conversation and have gotten the following results:

"But you look better with long hair!" (sometimes said by people who have not known me long enough to remember when my hair was short)

"But you're so pretty!"

(insert grimace here) "WHY? Why would you do that?!"

"But what about the Faire?" (it's theater, they make wigs)

And just an honest, "Really, how come?"

Now, this has really made me wonder. What is it most people have againt women with short hair? I mean, I understand some of it. To go from longer hair to a drastically short style would make a lot of people cringe. I am a fan of constant change, myself, and am of the opinion that it is hair and it will grow back if I don't like it. (when last I did this, my hair was down to my ass and I handed Rick a pair of scissors and an electric hair trimmer and told him to make the hair go away. it took him five full minutes to cut through the ponytail.... my hair is THICK)

But why do people have such a decidedly negative reaction?

Seriously, comment with thoughts. I'm not angry over it, I'm just very intrigued as to reasoning. Is it because short hair is less feminine? Does it make a woman seem too masculine? Obviously there are certain stereotypes of a sexual preference, but there are plenty of straight women with shorter hair... Do any males reading this tend to view women as less sexy/attractive depending on hair length? And why?

I'm not looking for only positive comments, either. Be honest, brutally if need be. I am very curious.

(Not that this has any bearing over what I will do with my head. It's mine, and I will do as I like with it lol)

Apr. 8th, 2009

warrior

Are you f'ing KIDDING me?!

This is rediculous; look at this article
 


Article )

The president's new science adviser said Wednesday that global warming is so dire, the Obama administration is discussing radical technologies to cool Earth's air.

John Holdren told The Associated Press in his first interview since being confirmed last month that the idea of geoengineering the climate is being discussed. One such extreme option includes shooting pollution particles into the upper atmosphere to reflect the sun's rays. Holdren said such an experimental measure would only be used as a last resort.

"It's got to be looked at," he said. "We don't have the luxury of taking any approach off the table."

Holdren outlined several "tipping points" involving global warming that could be fast approaching. Once such milestones are reached, such as complete loss of summer sea ice in the Arctic, it increases chances of "really intolerable consequences," he said.

Twice in a half-hour interview, Holdren compared global warming to being "in a car with bad brakes driving toward a cliff in the fog."

At first, Holdren characterized the potential need to technologically tinker with the climate as just his personal view. However, he went on to say he has raised it in administration discussions.

Holdren, a 65-year-old physicist, is far from alone in taking geoengineering more seriously. The National Academy of Science is making climate tinkering the subject of its first workshop in its new multidiscipline climate challenges program. The British parliament has also discussed the idea.

The American Meteorological Society is crafting a policy statement on geoengineering that says "it is prudent to consider geoengineering's potential, to understand its limits and to avoid rash deployment."

Last week, Princeton scientist Robert Socolow told the National Academy that geoengineering should be an available option in case climate worsens dramatically.

But Holdren noted that shooting particles into the air — making an artificial volcano as one Nobel laureate has suggested — could have grave side effects and would not completely solve all the problems from soaring greenhouse gas emissions. So such actions could not be taken lightly, he said.

Still, "we might get desperate enough to want to use it," he added.Another geoengineering option he mentioned was the use of so-called artificial trees to suck carbon dioxide — the chief human-caused greenhouse gas — out of the air and store it. At first that seemed prohibitively expensive, but a re-examination of the approach shows it might be less costly, he said.
 

Shooting pollution into the air? To solve the climate crisis?! What about the then-resulting pollution crisis? This global warming is claimed to be from air pollution and carbon dioxide, and your sollution is to vomit MORE garbage into the air?! And what happens if it works, and the global warming is stopped.... you now have an Ozone full of garbage that you CAN'T GET RID OF and will continue to do it's job and turn the planet into a giant block of ice over the course of time. And what about health impacts? Cancer rates, species extinction, effects on the ocean, messing with the oxygen we need to breathe? Any of that cross your minds? No, apparently not. Let's throw that theory that a massive eruption of particles into the air caused the dinosaurs to go extinct right out the window, because then we can throw the effects of "an artificial volcano" into the atmousphere. Ignoring the massive death toll and environmental effects that actual volcanos cause.
Here's an idea.... plant trees. Preserve the natual environment. Actually implement the technology you are sitting on that allows cars to run without fuel. Of course, that would put the gas companies out of commission and therefore cut a lot of federal pocket money, so that will never work. Seriously, they HAVE THE TECH and they won't release it because of the impact it would have on oil companies. Maybe incentives with car companies that are struggling, making the tech affordable to people to purchase cars that run on no oil? Instead of throwing bailout money around trying to save floundering industries, put it to use on tech that would stave off environmental impact WITHOUT belching more pollution into the air, since you're convinced pollution is what started it? Oh, no, that would make SENSE. and that's not what the government is about. Seriously... this is why I don't fucking vote. Because it doesn't matter. They are all fucking meatheads that are bought off with money from big companies. Asshats.
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Apr. 7th, 2009

warrior

PHONE: IMPORTANT

Hey guys;

Rick & I are switching cell phone carriers, and unfortunately it timed out in such a way that we are currently without phone service. Email is going to have to be the only way to get a hold of us for now.

Will update once new phones are in.

Mar. 27th, 2009

warrior

Stolen from Katey



Everyone has things they blog about. Everyone has things they don't blog about. Challenge me out of my comfort zone by telling me something I don't blog about, but you'd like to hear about, and I'll write a post about it. Ask for anything at all: latest movie watched, last book read, political leanings, thoughts on life, favorite type of underwear, innermost thoughts, etc. Repost in your own journal if you wish so that we can all learn more about each other.
*I reserve the right to reveal only as much as I am comfortable with ;)

Mar. 21st, 2009

warrior

*yawn*

God I am tired.

The dogs are still going crazy....

I really should be in bed but my paranoia is setting in, heh.

might go lay in bed and read, since the dogs are making a ton of noise and don't listen to me.... ever.

I'm hoping poor Rick and Liz aren't freezing their asses off down in Conn, because it is BITTER outside tonight. That, and I'm really hoping it warms up a little for the first weekend in April when I'll be down there too. I hate the cold, but I love the game.

Of course, weekends are already starting to go crazy.

This weekend, Rick is in Conn.

Next weekend, we are busy Friday night, new roommate starts moving her stuff in. Saturday night we start intermediate Zumba class, after gaming. Sunday is cleaning the spare room out for roommate.

Weekend after that, down to Connecticut.

Next weekend, roommate moves in, staff meeting pre-audition.

Next weekend, I think nothing, then the last weekend in April, Auditions (I'll be helping CJ work the table). *whew*

Well, I may as well go get as much sleep as humanly possible. I'm sure the White Devil will be up bright and freakin' early. It'll be a sleep on the couch day, I'm guessing.

G'night.

Mar. 17th, 2009

warrior

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Hey guys,
Anyone with my cell phone number, please use it as an absolute LAST resort to get a hold of me. My contract has expired and I don't have the funds to start a new one with a new company as hoped, and the company I am with is just too expensive. Anyway, email me, message me here or on facebook, on AIM (new username for that, message me if you want it) for the time being.

Will still have cell phone for emergencies, but don't be offended if I don't answer every text or phone call.

Thanks.

(Sorry, this is getting cross-posted everywhere)

Mar. 10th, 2009

warrior

Stolen from Billeh & Katey

I'm not really expecting any responses lol but I figured it would be fun to post anyway. Mostly cuz I am bored

Pick any character of mine (D&D, faire, whatever ), and I will tell you their:

01. Full name
02. Best friend
03. Sexuality
04. Favorite color
05. Relationship status
06. Ideal mate
07. Turn-ons
08. Last sexual experience
09. Favorite food
10. Crushes
11. Favorite music
12. Biggest fear
13. Biggest fantasy
14. Quirks in bed
15. Bad habits
16. Biggest regret
17. Best kept secrets
18. Last thought
19. Worst sexual/romantic experience
20. Biggest insecurity

Mar. 3rd, 2009

warrior

*head, wall, repeat as necessary*

So I am learning that, contrary to my previous belief, humans ARE the Feline Entertainment Committee, and a board cat is as bad as a board kender.

I'm doing my best, but this just really cements the fact that I am a DOG PERSON.

And there is no escaping the cat. You figure hiding in the bathroom and trying to take a shower would be a nice sanctuary. Oh no. not with mrrrroooooooow coming at you from the doorway, and little paws sticking under and failing about with all the pointy bits out waiting for you to come close enough to the door...

but then there are moments where he is really sweet, and cuddly, and will curl up in my lap purring away...

and then those moments come to a crashing halt when the purring stops suddenly and he bites the shit out of me.

Oh, and apparently, taking a shit JUST after I have cleaned the litterbox is some form of cat humor. Not funny.

This cat also should audtion for the next tomb raider flick because scaling the drapes upside down like some orange furry ninja was a sight to see.

PS. The dog has been fine.

Feb. 28th, 2009

warrior

Day 1, Critters in the 'Hood

Well, I guess it would be a half-day, since I woke up still feeling drunk from the night before and left the apartment later than I wanted to...

Anyway.

Dog is awesome.

Cat is evil. I'm convinced the cat has done everything in his power today to try and make me fear his majesty... or prove that he is a supreme being of ultimate evil... or he's just a pain in the ass. Luckily, he likes the basement. He spent about 2 hours down there. Then came back up here and went into psycho mode... you know, where they start with that "mrrroooooooow..... mrrrroooooooow" and really fast tail twitching that is quickly following by a spring and a leap, pointy bits first, into anything with a pulse?

Thankfully, all the dog has to hear is "GOD DAMN IT RILEY" and he's right there chasing the cat off. Cat and dog get along fine, but the dog is still my big fuzzy buddy and will chase the cat off once I start getting mad. Which usually is preceeded by mrrrrooooooow.....

Ah, sirens. I hate this fucking town. Still and all, for the first day, it wasn't bad. I even managed to get in some laundry (best part... free laundry this week, all right!)

And now comes the best part. I get to shut kitty up in his room for the night, and go to bed... without waking up with a cat biting me in the nose, as he did with my nap earlier. I guess sleeping on the couch is bad form if you are NOT a cat. Who knew?

Feb. 27th, 2009

warrior

Is it time to get out of here yet?

I am SO looking forward to tonight. Me and Rick are actually going OUT.... for the first time in gods know how long. We need it, BADLY. Not that life has been bad, but we haven't really been able to go out and DO much. Finances are tough right now, especially after the rejection sticker and the money I owe the government because I listened to my accountant when he told me how to fill out the W4 and low and behold, I owe the IRS a ton of fucking money. Gee... thanks, guy.

So anyway, tonight, we go out and have FUN. Then tomorrow, I am stuck at my mother's house by myself for a week. She'll be in Florida, so I will be dog-sitting. I was on the fence about it (I want to help her out, but I hate being stuck in that house by myself) but then she offered to pay me and we really could use the extra money right now. So, yeah, I'm dog-sitting. Oh, well, the dog and the Cat from Hell. The dog is no worries, he's my big fuzzy buddy, but that goddamn CAT will be the death of me. I hate cats. And this one is Satan. He shreds everything he can get his pointy little fingers into, bites my hands, tries to stick his face in my food... the whole nine yards. Ack. I think back to Gracie, George, and Spooky, who are all nice cats... then I remember they are all female (yes, George is a female... "I will pet her and love her and name her George..."), so I'm wondering if that helps. Being neutered has not calmed the little bastard down at ALL. Then again, I don't even think he's a year old. I don't know. I don't know cats. I'm a dog person.

But anyway. Yes. Tonight I will get all pretty-fied and go out :) And it will be fun! Oh, which reminds me, I have to look up directions... should go do that. Well, at least the one good thing about being stuck at my mom's house is that I will be able to SLEEP IN ON SUNDAY! (scandelous!) And then I will be bored off my ass. *sigh* Well, maybe I can get some writing done. If I can keep Satan off the keyboard and ignore the fact it's so cold I can't feel my hands.

Oh well, better finish up some projects at work before it's going-home time.

Feb. 21st, 2009

warrior

Official KRF Audition Dates


Official Dates for Auditions in 2009!

Saturday, April 25 in Providence

Sunday, April 26 in Boston

Please call 952-238-9915 to get more information or to schedule a time slot

Feb. 18th, 2009

warrior

Business Start up?

So here's a random question, but my friends are all random so I figure I'd post it.

I'm looking into starting a business. I've got an appointment tonight with a friend of the family who started his own business, I'm looking to set up an appointment with Score (a volunteer organization that works with the SBA). I've looked into grants, and while grants to start up your business don't exist, there are a ton of grants for existing businesses.

So what am I looking for? Advice, mostly. Have you looked into it, know anyone who has, what you found out, what works and what doesn't. I'm trying to educate myself as much as possible so that when I start working with Score or the SBA I will know exactly what I'm talking about.

I'm trying to avoid taking out enormous business loans, even if their interest rates are low. I AM NOT ASKING FOR MONEY, just knowledge. We have a good template for a business plan but first I need to figure out which direction I need to tailor it to (grants vs. loans). The business would need it's own real estate, so I'm looking into real estate grants also (I found some downpayment assistance programs, so if I HAD to go loan route, I'd also be applying for those).

Anyway, either reply here or email me: knight_mare1482 at yahoo dot com.

Thanks :)

Feb. 12th, 2009

warrior

Did someone open the cages?

Ok, who declared it asshole day and didn't notify the general public?
Seriously.

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